The Grey

I can feel it coming / Lying quiet, always there / I’m marked no use in running / It’ll find me anywhere / And in the moments where it least belongs / It shows up furious and headstrong / I can feel it coming for me / And maybe when it gets here / I won’t be so afraid / Could it be worse than last year? / For our offenses we have paid / But it doesn’t care how much you owe / ‘Cause it’s leaving here with your soul / I can feel it coming for me / The silver lining’s turned to grey / No one should ever feel this way / I hope that when it’s over / You’ll still be here with us / Don’t care what you remember / I find it harder now to trust / That every little good you do / The universe returns to you / I can feel it coming for me / The silver lining’s turned to grey / No one should ever feel this way / I repeat myself / A thousand times or more / You say things I’ve never / Heard you say before / The silver lining’s turned to grey / No one should ever feel this way

San Junipero

We’re not sure where we go / Or if the ones we love will show / You believe but it’s not easy for me / to trust in what I do not know / And when you open up your eyes / So far on the other side / Hope you’re at peace when you’re finally released / I’ll be in paradise / Meet me in San Junipero / There’s no where else I’d rather go / With you / Tonight / My love / Been there once or twice before / But when I saw you dancing across floor / I knew I couldn't leave / That this was it for me / Forever young forever yours / Meet me in San Junipero / There’s no where else I’d rather go / With you / Tonight / My love / Meet me in San Junipero / I’ll be waiting in the undertow / For you / For life / My love / How could it have taken so long / To realize that I was wrong / I was living scared / Never knowing what was there / Now I know where I belong

Underneath alice

You were alone / In so many more ways than we could know / I kept my distance / It’s no wonder how I missed this / They burned your name / And hoped the embers found their way to you / Safe and sound / ‘Cause your body would have started mending / But your heart was always six feet underground / I wonder what if I’d said yes / And met you underneath Alice / If I wasn’t filled with selfishness / And saw that you were trying / If I could get over myself / And recognize you needed help / But if I did would it have worked out well / Or ended up with so much more crying / ‘Cause your body would have started mending / But your heart was always six feet underground / I wrote your mother / When everything was over / And she asked me to come by / And pick a piece / Made by you that spoke to me / But I could not comply / Those works were gifts for everyone / Who’d gotten close to you / But I / Never made the time to / You were outside like you wanted / Seeing things that we forgot about / You helped us all remember / Nothing great can last forever / Your body would have started mending / But your heart was always six feet underground

Fight The Sea

They came up in simple conversations / Red flags were waving but I looked the other way / Took a while for me to understand your situation / Now i’m trying to find the softest words to say / You can’t see the forest through the trees / You fight the waves but you can’t fight the sea / Been trying to warn you / But you keep talking over me / The pieces came apart before you saw what this could be / The patterns you create become your regular behavior / Was up to us to figure out what part you’d play / So much time was spent reliving all your former failures / Too small to see that it was you who needs to change / You can’t see the forest through the trees / You fight the waves but you can’t fight the sea / Been trying to warn you / But you keep talking over me / The pieces came apart before you saw what this could be / We tried so hard / It wasn’t enough / We’ve come so far / Won't give it up

NEVER BEEN ENOUGH

Most times I make / Bigger mistakes than progress / Can’t tell you why / But I keep trying / Something inside / Isn’t satisfied until I’m nearly crying / It’d be easier to give this up / But enough has never been enough / Call me insane / I just keep going back / To what I did before / With little change / But I’m expecting more / Something inside / Isn’t satisfied until I’m nearly crying / It’d be easier to give this up / But enough has never been enough / It’s not enough / It’s not enough / It’s not enough / It’s never been enough / It’d be easier to give this up / But enough has never been enough